Let's Get Real: Affording a Second Adoption

When we experienced our unexpected surprise in July and learned that a specific child's file was being prepared and would eventually reach our adoption agency, one of my thoughts was, "How will we afford this adoption? I just quit my job." Tucker had made so much progress since coming home, and I was afraid that my going back to work for the 2014-2015 school year would negatively effect him - and the rest of our family to be honest. So for that reason, I decided to resign my part time position as a school psychologist.

I have shared countless times that affording adoption is possible. Few people have $35,000 sitting in their bank accounts for adoption. However, I have witnessed family after family have every penny they needed to adopt their child through hard work, awarded grants, and the generosity of loved ones. In February I wrote a blog post about funding an adoption with grants, interest free loans, the adoption tax credit, and employee assistance benefits. The following week, I wrote a second post about using fundraisers to help afford adoption costs. When we decided to take the leap for a second time, you better believe I went back to both of those posts to see what we needed to do to afford this adoption.

I don't know about you, but I really appreciate when people are transparent with me. So, for the sake of transparency, I want to share with you how we are hoping to afford this adoption. My goal in doing so is to encourage those of you who are considering adoption to not let finances be the reason for saying no. Too many kids need a family for us to let something like money get in the way of making it happen!

Based on our estimates, we believe this adoption will cost us $34,103.80. Your next question is probably, "Why does adoption cost so much money?!" Let me break it down for you. For our situation...

$1,900 - Home Study Fee - includes visits to home and report giving approval for adoption
$250 - Hague Review of Home Study - to ensure that all requirements are present in the home study
$8,855 - Adoption Agency Fees - facilitates our entire adoption process
$235 - Education & Trainings - to prepare us for our second adoption
$79.80 - Fingerprints for Indiana - background check
$890 - Immigration - federal background check with the Department of Homeland Security
$579 - Authentication of Dossier - county, state, and federal approval on dossier documents
$1,190 - Log In Fee - China collects this fee when our dossier is logged into their system
$600 - Matching Fee - once we are matched with a child, this fee is paid
$350 - Visas - allow us to enter China
$4,800 - Airfare to and from China
$14,375 - Travel Expenses - orphanage donation, hotel, flight within China, food, tours, etc.

$34,103.80 - GRAND TOTAL

For our last adoption, we used $25,000 that we had set aside to build our "dream home" to pay many of our adoption fees (of course now we know we are living the dream in our real dream home). Our puzzle fundraiser brought in an additional $5,425, and the Bauermeister family donated $6,000 to us. Our first adoption was fully funded! This time, we have much less money set aside for this adoption...$8,400 to be exact. Your next question is probably, "How do you plan to afford this adoption?"  Let me explain.

Adoption Tax Credit:
We received $8,400 on our tax return due to the Adoption Tax Credit. We will receive the remaining $4,570 on our 2014 tax return, assuming we have at least that amount of tax liability. This makes $12,970 that we can apply to this current adoption due to the Adoption Tax Credit.

Employee Assistance Benefit:
Per our puzzle fundraiser conditions, we paid forward the $5,000 that Ryan received from his employer after Tucker's adoption was complete to the Haun Family as they bring home Charlie Mae from China. We will most likely need the $5,000 that Ryan receives after this adoption is finalized. This brings our total to $17,970. If we are fortunate enough to be awarded grants to cover our adoption costs without this $5,000, we would likely give this benefit to another adoptive family again!

Puzzle Fundraiser:
It is our hope to hold another puzzle fundraiser when we are further in the adoption process to provide an additional $5,000 for this adoption, and the result has been more amazing than we could have hoped. We treasure Tucker's puzzle and tell him that every single piece of the puzzle represents someone who helped bring him home. We would love to do the same for our next child! This time, however, we plan to use a website where people can make tax deductible donations. Stay tuned! If we reach our $5,000 goal, we will have $22,970 to put toward this current adoption.

MudLOVE Bracelet Fundraiser:
When we decided to adopt again, we had no idea that my dad and stepmom would initiate this fundraiser. They bought us 100 bracelets, and we sold them for 100% of the profit. So many people were interested that we reordered an additional 165 bracelets. If our calculations are correct, this fundraiser will bring in $2,032.21. We will announce the final numbers after all bracelets have been distributed, and the money is collected. If that number is correct, we will have $25,002.21 for our adoption.

Adoption Grants:
After completing our home study, Ryan and I applied for seven different grants that provide assistance for adoption. We will probably not hear back from the grant organizations until October and as late as January. We might apply for 2 additional grants, if necessary, later in our adoption process. We are hoping to be awarded grants to provide for the remaining $9,101.59, assuming that our total costs really are $34,103.80. Depending on time of year in which we travel, our hotel and airfare could be more or less expensive, but we will not know until the last minute.

So, in sum, we are beginning this adoption with only $8,400, and to be completely honest, this money is nearly gone already due fees we have paid so far. However, among all of the ways listed above and our very conservative personal spending, we are choosing to believe that God will provide every penny we need to bring home our 4th child.

I know many people are outraged by the costs associated with adoption. However, I am choosing to be part of the group that says it is the best money we will ever spend. Our cars will eventually break down. Vacations will eventually end. In time, we will move out of our homes. Our clothes won't fit, or they will go out of style. Our jewelry will break, get lost, or sit in a box. The latest technology will soon become obsolete.

On the other hand, a child who was once relinquished will now have a forever family. This child will come to know that God loves him/her and will learn all about Jesus. The child will receive love, education, food, friendship, and grace. This child will have the opportunity to make a positive impact in the lives of others. This child will have the opportunity to change the world. I cannot think of any better way to spend my money, and I am SO GRATEFUL to all of you who agree and helped us bring Tucker home and are now helping us bring this child home, too.

Money cannot be the reason that these children never experience the love of a family. I cannot imagine Noah, Liam, or Tucker living in an institution until age 14, having no hope for their future, struggling to earn money to live, and never knowing the love God has for them. Please don't let money be a hurdle that prevents you from adopting a child. I would love to talk to you if you have any questions about affording adoption. I cannot wait to see how God helps us fund this adoption so that it can be an encouragement to all of you!


Mudlove Bracelets

About a month or so ago, my dad called me to ask if I had ever heard of a company called MudLOVE. I told him that I had, and in fact, I purchased one of their bracelets in an online auction that was being held as an adoption fundraiser. My dad shared that he had recently visited the MudLOVE store, as it is located in Warsaw, IN where he works. Here is an excerpt from the MudLOVE website:

In an attempt to deny self, MudLOVE was built on the idea of giving back. Starting with nothing more than an old stamp set, a box of clay, and an unadvised business plan of giving 20% of all sales to clean drinking water projects in Africa, MudLOVE was born, and God-inspired creations emerged. The hope of MudLOVE is to be an inspiration to people, not just providing Africans with clean water, but also encouraging and loving broken people. What one may lack in clean water, another may lack in love.

My dad really liked their business model, especially when he learned that 20% of the earnings go to clean water in Africa through an organization called Water for Good. MudLOVE chose Water for Good because this organization "focuses on long-term development, not just short-term solutions. They believe in solving the water crisis for good, by implementing a well maintenance program that shows villages the importance of maintaining their new water source, and teaches them how to finance the repairs on their water pump themselves, keeping the clean water flowing forever!"

So why am I telling you all about MudLOVE and Water for Good? Well, first of all, they are really awesome organizations! Second, my dad and stepmom surprised us with an incredible gift. They bought us 100 MudLOVE bracelets to use as a fundraiser for this adoption. We are hoping to raise $1,000 by selling these bracelets per MudLOVE's recommendation on pricing their bracelets for fundraisers. The bracelets are made of high-fired clay and are waterproof. We chose the words and color bands for each bracelet and love how they turned out! All bracelets are $10 with the exception of "be the change." It is $12 because it cost more to make. Check out pictures below!


 "For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, "Abba Father!" (Romans 8:15)

 "Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer." (Romans 12:12)


 "I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good to them, and I will inspire them to fear me, so that they will never turn away from me." (Jeremiah 32:40)


 "You have taken up my cause, O Lord; you have redeemed my life." (Lamentations 3:58)

Last year for Easter, we held a Forget the Frock t-shirt fundraiser that benefitted Love Wthout Boundaries. The theme was CHANGE STARTS WITH ONE. We chose be the change for our last set of bracelets to continue that theme and to remind people to take whatever they are passionate about and use it to change part of the world.

If you would like to purchase a bracelet, please send an email to amykabell@gmail.com with the details of your order, or you can leave a comment on FB! Be sure to tell me which bracelets and the quantity of each. There are limited quantities (20 of each bracelet), though if there is enough interest, I can order more! These would make great Christmas gifts. Thank you for helping us bring home our new son or daughter by purchasing a MudLOVE bracelet!


Where Things Stand

After reading about our Unexpected Surprise and learning why we are adopting again, I want to catch you up on where we are in this process. Below you will see a list of dates and the milestones we have met so far, as well as the milestones to come. Just eight days after learning that a sweet one's file was being prepared in China, we made the decision to officially start the adoption process. The next night, July 7th, we submitted our application to Lifeline Children Services.

When adopting from China for a second time, you have the option to reuse your previous dossier - pronounced doss-ee-ay (the official paperwork that is sent to China during your first adoption) or to create a completely new dossier. Reusing your dossier can save some time at the beginning of the process, and you can be approved to adopt a child who is designated as Special Focus. These are children that are typically older and/or have more significant medical needs. Starting over with a brand new dossier gives you the flexibility to adopt a child designated as either Special Focus or Special Needs. Children designated as Special Needs may have less significant medical issues and/or be a younger child. We wanted the flexibility to adopt a child with either designation, so after talking with our contacts at both Lifeline and MLJ, we decided to prepare a completely new dossier.

Our next big step was starting the Home Study process with MLJ Adoptions on July 9th. We were very relieved to learn that we could apply our education hours from Tucker's adoption to this current adoption, as this saved us precious time. We will complete some new education requirements throughout this process, but they take place after the home study piece. Because I had put together our required documentation in a binder once before, the process this time was much faster. I made the appointment for our state background check the same day that I submitted our application, as I knew the processing of those fingerprints can take some time. I was helping friends throw a baby shower on July 12th and had to sneak out at the end to secretly get our fingerprints taken. Thanks for understanding, Kerri!!

For the next two and a half weeks, I worked on gathering the rest of our required documentation including every financial record you can imagine down to how much you spend monthly for groceries, entertainment, clothing, electricity, etc. It pays to be organized in an adoption process! Ryan and I also had to get physicals and blood work completed. The kids had physicals and even the vet had to sign off on Kya. Everything was organized in a binder with each document in plastic page protectors. Ryan submitted our completed binder on July 28th, just in time for our first home study visit with our social worker that afternoon.

The meeting with Angela, our social worker, went really well! She completed our previous home study and has visited with us on two other occasions for Tucker's Post Adoption reports. China requires an update on how the children are adjusting at 1 month, 6 months, 12 months, 2 years, 3 years, and 5 years. Seeing her again for the first visit and again on August 5th was fun! Angela asked us a million questions. I find it so interesting to hear Ryan's responses to questions, but it's even more fun to hear Noah, Liam, and Tucker answer their questions.

After much work on her part, Angela finished our home study report and submitted it to Lifeline to go through their Hague Review process. China adoptions operate under the Hague Convention, so all home study reports must be approved by a Hague Accredited Agency. Lifeline has that accreditation. We were ELATED to learn that our home study had been finalized and approved on August 21st, just 6 1/2 weeks after making the decision to adopt again. Two weeks later, our application to immigration was submitted to be approved to adopt a child from a Hague country and then bring that child into the US.

Last time we adopted, it took us 19 1/2 weeks to get to the same point we reached in 8 1/2 weeks this time around. YAY!! We have continued to celebrate this fact and thank all of the professionals who worked hard alongside us to reach this milestone so quickly. Praise God this first HUGE chunk is behind us.

United States Citizenship and Immigration Services (USCIS) received our application on September 5th, and we received their notification of such on September 13th. Yesterday, September 22nd, we received our fingerprint appointment date and time. The Department of Homeland Security will complete an additional background check after they take our fingerprints. Then we will await our immigration approval.

Many of you might remember that our fingerprint approval was on January 23, 2013 last time, and that was the day we were presented with Tucker's file. It was the day we saw our son's face for the first time. I am so thankful to be at this point in our process right now, and I cannot wait to find out who our fourth child will be. We have many, many steps to go, but one-by-one, we are getting closer and closer to meeting our new child.

06/30/14 - Found our that a precious child's file was being prepared
07/06/14 - Made the decision to adopt again
07/07/14 - Submitted application to Lifeline Children Services
07/09/14 - Initiated our Home Study process with MLJ Adoptions
07/28/14 - Submitted binder to MLJ with Home Study requirements

07/28/14 - First Home Study Visit Completed
08/05/14 - Second Home Study Visit Completed
08/21/14 - Finalized Home Study Report completed
09/04/14 - Immigration Application mailed to USCIS
09/05/14 - USCIS received our Immigration application
09/13/14 - Received Letter of Receipt from Immigration

09/22/14 - Fingerprint appointment date and time received
               - Fingerprint appointment at USCIS
               - I-797 Approval - Allows us to bring a child into the US
               - State Authentications
               - Chinese Consulate Authentication
               - Dossier to China (DTC)
               - Log In Date (LID)
               - Out of Translation (OOT)
               - Dossier Reviewed

               - Dossier Match Reviewed
               - Letter of Acceptance (LOA)
               - I-800 Approval (Immigration Application for our son)
               - National Visa Center - GUZ # PDF
               - Article 5 Drop Off
               - Article 5 Pick Up
               - Travel Approval (TA)
               - Depart for China
               - Meet our child!

               - Adoption Finalized
               - Consulate Appointment


An Unexpected Surprise

June 30, 2014 will go down in history as the day we received a huge unexpected surprise. Four and a half months prior, I experienced a crazy encounter upon seeing the picture of a beautiful child in China. When you are part of the adoption community, seeing the faces of beautiful children in need of a family happens all throughout the day every single day.

But this time, it was different.

This little one was familiar...so very familiar. I said to myself, "This child looks like my family." My heart felt such a pull toward this sweet one that I cannot explain.

I sent an email to my social worker to see if this child had paperwork in place to be adopted, and she asked if we could talk the next day. When we spoke by phone, she explained that although she would look into things, she said not to get my hopes up. The orphanage may not be getting together the adoption paperwork - this is true for millions of orphans in the world. My social worker added that even if paperwork was being prepared that the orphanage might partner with an agency in another part of world. If the orphanage partnered with an adoption agency in Italy, for example, this child's file would go to that agency. I understood that the chance was very small that anything would come of my inquiry, but I needed to know if this sweet one's file was being prepared.

Every month I wrote to check in and always received the same response. The question had been asked to the representative in China, but no response had been given.




....all went by without a word. During that time, God continued to grow an amazing love within our family. Tucker adjusted so well with each passing week. Our bonds with one another were all growing deeper, and our foundation grew stronger and stronger. We celebrated the boys' birthdays with family and friends. We went to Florida for our first family vacation since Tucker had been home and had the time of our lives. I remember sitting on the deck outside our room, overlooking the ocean, and thinking about the little one across the world who I wished was on vacation with us, too. I thought about all of the children in China...all of the orphans in the world...who had no family to take them on vacation. No sandcastles. No jumping in pools. No splashing in the ocean. No mom or dad to rub sunscreen into their skin. These are the thoughts that plague a person whose heart longs for the fatherless - every single one - to have a family to call their own.

We came home from Florida and sent an email to our social worker to see if she had heard an update about the little one. I really just needed closure because it had been several months without any word, and I knew the chances were very, very small that this inquiry would lead to anything.

On June 30th, I received the most unexpected surprise. This child's adoption file was being prepared by the orphanage...AND...our agency had a partnership with the orphanage, meaning that once complete, the file would come to Lifeline.

SHOCK and AWE quickly came on the scene.


Was this really happening? I had just quit my job the month prior. We always knew we would adopt again, but we did not have immediate plans to do so.

To say we were in shock is an understatement. Over the next week, we did a lot of praying, reading God's Word, talking to our social worker, talking with one another, and asking others to pray for us. On the one hand, starting an adoption process for the first time is a HUGE step. It is a leap of faith. You are like Peter, getting out of the boat, and walking to Jesus.

At the same time, ignorance is bliss. The first time around, we had never experienced an adoption process, so we are oblivious to the paperwork, the longing, the waiting, the adoption process, the aching, the loving, and the emotional roller coaster. We just took it one step at a time, and with each step, we learned a little bit more.

This time, we were facing an adoption decision KNOWING what would lie ahead. We knew how much we would long for our child. We had experienced the delays can inevitably happen. We thought about the money it would require - hello, didn't I just quit my job? We wondered how our family and friends would feel, knowing they had just walked that road with us. How would the boys feel? Were we ready to climb the adoption mountain again? The possible attachment challenges, the issues with food, the second language acquisition, the medical needs, the developmental delays due to life in an institution? Were we really ready to go through that all over again?

Then came the selfish desires.

Did I want to live on a super tight budget for the next 1-2 years? We had just done that! Did I want to leave our children again for 2 weeks or more? Did I want to start saving for another child to go to college? Did I want to be a mother to four children? Did I want to give up our finally-achieved "normal" and "easy" for another period of transition? Did I want to stay home from work another year? Did I want to invite another child, who might reject me, into our family ?

But you know what? It's not about me. It's not about Ryan. It's not about our selfish desires. It's not about going on our 10th anniversary vacation. It's not about wanting to drive my CR-V instead of a mini-van. It's not about living an "easy" life. It's not about hoarding my money and buying things that will ultimately not bring me real joy anyway.

You know what does matter?

What matters is that there are children living in the US and across the world without a family. We are a family. We can be the family of another child. We can give up our selfish desires to live out a life that God has called us to live. Even with difficult beginnings, God can and does grow the love in our hearts. The bond does form, and the foundation becomes strong. A new normal is achieved. God restores and redeems everything.

So, after many, many prayers, much seeking, and countless conversations over the Fourth of July weekend, WE SAID YES!!! Can I just say how much I love my husband and admire his courage? He is the love of my life, and I am so thankful that he loves God so much and is willing to follow Him and invite children into our family. Love that guy!

On Monday, July 7th at 8:30 p.m., once again we submitted our application to the China Special Needs Program through Lifeline Children's Services.

Please know that there is NO guarantee that we will be able to adopt this particular child that my heart fell for that February night. Yes, the file is being prepared. Yes, the orphanage partners with our agency. Yes, we are rejoicing that these miracles have taken place. We truly stand in awe. God showed us His hand yet again! However, when this child's file arrives, our agency will strive to match this sweet one with the best family for him. And in the end, that family may or may not be us.

And you know what? We are ok with that because we trust that our sovereign God loves this child more than any of us. He knows the heart of our family, the personalities of each of us, the parenting style we have, the silly three boys who live here. And God knows this child, too. He knows what this child needs to thrive. He knows what family is best for this child.

And when you love someone - really love someone - you want their happiness more than you want yours. You want better for them than you want for yourself. You want their outcome to be the best it can be, even if it means you don't get to be part of the story. You make sacrifices for that person, and sometimes that sacrifice means loving someone and then saying goodbye.

Our prayer is that whatever family is chosen will lead this child to Christ and provide this little one with the best outcomes. And while we do hope that our family can give this sweet one that life, only God really knows. So we trust Him and His ability to lead the China team when they make their decision. Our peace comes not from our circumstances but our full trust in the Lord and His great love for us.

It is true - we would not be going back to China right now if this little one's file was not going to our agency. Yet, we are choosing to believe that if this is not our sweet one, that God is using this child to get us back to China because there is someone waiting to be loved, held, and cherished for the rest of his/her life. We may never be part of this child's story, but this precious one will always be part of ours. Only time will tell. Thank you for your prayers as we witness the glorious unfolding of God's plan for our lives.

And this is going to be, a glorious unfolding.
Just you wait and see and you will be amazed.
You've just got to believe the story is so far from over.
So hold on to every promise God has made to us.
And watch this glorious unfolding.
-Steven Curtis Chapman "A Glorious Unfolding"


New Adoption = New Blog

Sometime over the summer, my blog template went to pot. I think the template designer deleted my background, and random text ended up all over my blog. I had considered changing the design for quite awhile, and that turn of events and a new adoption journey gave me the motivation to find a new template.

What do you think?? I really love it! I still have some pieces I'd like to adjust, but overall, I'm very happy with the new look. Eventually, I would like to add drop boxes to make finding information much easier. It appears to be quite a task for a novice like myself, so if you call yourself a web-design guru and feel like helping out a girl, I'd be very grateful! 

Before jumping into the details of our current adoption, let me take you on a tour of my new design. If your view of my blog doesn't match the pictures below, you might need to use blogger in "compatibility view." I have to do that with Internet Explorer. 

These are found at the end of each blog post. 

I hope you enjoy following our next adventure on this fresh new blog design! Stay tuned for fun posts to come.


A Secret to Share

Have you ever tried to keep a secret? A secret so good that you stopped talking altogether for fear that you would spill the beans.

Well, I have been keeping a secret. A really good one. And I stopped blogging because I was afraid I would slip and tell this secret too soon.

Can you guess what I'm about to tell you? I'll give you some hints. What do these four pictures have in common?


You guessed correctly! We are going back to China, friends!!! There is A PLACE AT OUR TABLE, and we are going to fill it with one of God's beautiful children who is waiting for a family.

A child who was lost will now be found.

A child who was once relinquished will now be held forever.
A child who was abandoned will now be loved and cherished for the rest of time.

Our family of five will now be a family of six.

Our hearts are open, the kids are excited, and we are filled with JOY!!! God has set the lonely in our family (Psalm 68:6), and once again, we are following Him back to China.

 Stay tuned for all the exciting details we want to share with you!!!
Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...